I’m tired of this bullshit town, with it’s bullshit people.
I’m tired of putting my trust in someone, and expecting them to be there, and OF COURSE their not. Why do I put myself in these fucking situations? Fuck if I know.
My life is at a halt. Everything sucks at the moment, but only in my mind. I know things are decent around me, but my brain hates me and refuses to let me have an ounce of happiness. WHY.
Because I’m a teenage dirt bag with a hell of a lot of shitty decisions in my past and in my future. I wish living was as easy as breathing.
But alas, even breathing gets hard at times.
I hate when I feel a certain way, and I want to scream it in everyone’s face, but I can’t seem to find the right combination of words to get my point across. There are things that are so much bigger than us out there.. people are dying, people are suffering, people are willing to trade the skin on their bones just to have what some of us have. Yet no one seems to notice. OPEN YOUR EYES.
I’m tired of this town. I need to pack up my shit, tell everyone I love them, and leave.
The one thing I want to do before I die, is go on an amazing fucking road trip, meet amazing fucking people, and have my life changed along the way.